SAD ;(

ARGH.
I promised myself that I will not get any C's for this SEM's final exams.
Today, is the day that I will have to break that lonely promise.
I screwed Econs. and there goes my B, forget about the A.

NOOooo..

But I've learnt in BS to be thankful in all circumstances.
His plans are not revealed so quickly, right?

Fat hope for GPA 3.5 and above I guess.
Sometimes, I just want to tell myself, common, studies ain't that important eh..
But no one can deny, the stress is just, too overwhelming..

Time to get over it. Thank you mylifejournal-cw, I finally got to rant.

There are papers still going on,
can't imagine how crazy I will be during the holidays!
WOOHOO!

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YELLO!

Crap super irresponsible for leaving my blog readers to read repeated posts again.
So to make you guys laugh I decided to defame myself.
You might have seen it on FB but here's one more closer look :__)

Haizel says I look like Theodore from Alvin and the Chipmunks. :P

And yeah..
Busy these few days due to exams.
Unfortunately they only end next monday.
SJP .__.
The happy thing is that I am selected for F1. Wohho!
Will be going for training. I know it's going to be tuff,
but definitely it'll be fun!

K I better go back to my books. :)


And I think I changed. Just changed.. ..

STRESS is coming in

I feel the tension coming in my direction. I feel helpless cause I know too little and
I need too much.

HAHA all the best people. ;)

"If you wanna make the world a better place, you take a look at yourself, then make the change!"
Michael Jackson in the song 'Man In the Mirror'

Hey guys!

Well... time flies and it's just so fast. 2 weeks later I'm going to sit for final Sem exams.
Sad case. Studying officially starts now. Argh.

I really hope I will have the heart and really focus on my books for this coming two weeks,
especially next week where there will be a study break!


I have not been sleeping well, and I have to say a tired man is an angry man. :(

And, I have already made up my mind. I'm going to work during the holidays after
exams to earn some little money. :)
Money seems to just keep 'escaping' from my account. Nothing IS going in
and the balance is shrinking at a rate too fast to even imagine. Everytime I withdraw money, I'll
grab a second-long glance and stuff the receipt away instantly.
Demoralizing to look at the numbers
for too long you know...

Ok there's school tomorrow so hias.
I'm starting to dread school. Just too mundane. I want to stay at home.
But no choice. The lectures and tutorial really do help so... BP.

Ok will fill you guys up till here.
I have to go,
Cheers and see ya around! :)

Opps I actually forgot to include this...

Happy Birthday Singapore. :)

Thoughts and more thoughts... ...

These few days, havent been really busy but just don't know why
I did not commit some time to blog.
Well.
I'm... not sad, depressed or anything, it's just that I have been
thinking and pondering over a lot of things recently.
I just don't feel comfortable sharing those thoughts here..
Simply, I just feel quite lost these few days.

Sometimes I just think I need some kind of change to make things
for the better.

Anyway, time flies, it has already been a week since Dad, Mum and Bro left
home. They are now in Canada. Mum have not been feeling well the past week
so their tour have much or less been affected. Thank God, she is recovering and
feeling better already. Really hope that she'll recover ASAP and continue to enjoy
the time there. :)
As for me, I went to Kluang, Johor with LifeStrings to serve at the local church.
We had fun and I'm sure all of us learnt something throughout the trip.
The moment when 13 of us squeezed into a van for a 30 minute trip will always be kept
in my memory. :)

These few days were good. But I just can't help to feel empty and lost.
And I really need to do serious studying for my final year exams. It's round the corner,
and if I don't start really soon it'll be too late.

Alright. Thats it for today.
Originally lessons for tomorrow starts at 11.. Who knows I received a message just now
informing us that there will be a make-up tutorial tomorrow morning at 9am. How great can that be? :(

Cheers and see you people around!

Burdens relieved.

Pheeeeeeeeeeeew.

The wave and turmoils of PROJECTS are finally gone!
I'm as happy as a lark now. Seriously, HTM projects really
can cause one to go wild. I've been facing Google and Wiki
sooo much these few weeks I'm so not going to browse them in
the few weeks to come.

Now I feel much more Stress-Free. Yes yes, final sem. exams are not far away but I seriously need some kind of break here!  

Well, tomorrow onwards I'll just keep focus on being happy, smile wider and going to school with more enthusiasm and energy. Not forgetting Music and spending more time with God.

Oh ya,

Mum Dad and eldest Bro are off today, now on their way to Hong Kong and then to New York. Bro's going there for some exchange programme. 5 months! Going to miss him man. No one to jam with at home already. Going to miss his awesome piano skills, and just feel weird without him. Nevertheless, he's there for a good cause! Hope he will really have to whole new experience there. NYC leh, I yearn to go there too. For now I can only see the yellow taxis and skyscrapers in movies ;(

Well Mum and Dad is going on a holiday with my Bro before he starts school.

Hope they have loads of fun.

Before flying there, Mum actually fell sick. She still is, I hope she feels better.

Furtheremore it's the first time she'll be taking a 20 odd hour plane journey. Rather worried for her, but I know she will do fine. Keep praying!

Alright tonight's post is really long.

Going to grab some sleep.

Still have school tomorrow!

Alright guys! Enjoy life. And always look forward to great things coming up that Life has to offer. In this way, tiring and discouraging moments will pass by faster. JIAYOU! :)

---Cheers---